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 A respectable 5 hours of sleep. 


Food, exercise, inertia are all tangled in why it's hard to go to bed earlier. But today I also  bounded out of bed because of nervous energy.


Not nervous energy to get the floor scrubbed or nervous energy to wrangle the refrigerator science projects. Barely nervous energy to handle all the 9/11 remembrances on the radio and hug the current cat in honor of the one who woke up with me twice because the first radio announcement sounded like a weird dream and the second time I woke up I realized I should just get up and turn on the television.

And barely nervous energy for various flavors of drama that replicate themselves in different parts of life and ARE NOT GOING AWAY.


But I have AWESOME compression socks and several newish (thank yhou stimulus payments) pairs of SHOES THAT FIT. And not quite the worst problem of my day  is finding an acceptable two-hour window for my whole foods deliver...


Focus. Focus. And leave the labels issue explanation dangling for now


But it's Thursday and that's how we roll.


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