Timeless with cat photo op

 

Black cat white couch
The Queen of Spades
modelling sensible behavior

5 ish hours of sleep in bed plus another in chair.


CPAP all night but I am still tired. I half suspect the cat sometimes turns off. I wish my spiffy bed would automatically reinflate every day because it has an annoying trough way too soon.


SO much joy visiting friends in Lynnwood. So it should be easy to go to sleep in the glow. Enter ANXIETY. They have both been through A LOT this year and there are points of tension to hold carefully.


And as ever there are wayfinding adventures for another blog.


It's 4th Saturday worship time. I forgot to put the time in the invitation and decided not to expand the mailing list. So we'll see who if anyone comes to the virtual as opposed to the conceptual space. Expanding the mailing list also means the kind of holiday origin story that can be told different ways different times of year. 


Anyway I woke up unsettled and out of sorts and then I looked at the calendar.

Holly Near It could have been me but instead it was you

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