Breakfast insight: just skip the mayo and do plain avocado toast

 5 ish + hours of sleep. Four and then go back to bed when it was already full daylight. Somehow not the exotic late spring travel in Scandinavia on a train feeling I was hoping for.


A bundle of anxieties but not words and people lining up at the right times. 


Body doing weird things. I promised one dr I would put in my record so I remember to tell dr about at next appointment.


I signed up to do a bunch of Quaker Zoom hosting. Stuff like that makes me feel like I am helping tend process at least


And everyone needs an awkward watercolor from someone who wonders whether all her previous pets would get along if they met in some afterlife.


Ms. Molly, a calico cat, looking thinner than in real life
The Late Ms. Molly
in very amateur water color



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