Thursday with Anxiety


Yea verily, as indicated by the time stamp for yesterday’s sleep notes, being in front of the computer late at night is bad for sleep. Even being in a chair with the cat curled up on one’s chest is better.
A Christmas Cactus visitation from Spokane


Thursday featured sleep in chair for like 3 hours after worship PLUS another 4.5 hours in bed.  Sort of restful.

RantWoman awoke aware of need to tend to…in her apartment. Yuck. Stay tuned.

 

Word of the day: anxiety x like 4 different voices. Yeah, okay, anxiety…and anxieties erupt sometimes when something from the past is plowing into a circumstance from today. Throb, throb.

 

Warning: Sarcasm filter malfunctioning. I mean what could there possibly be to be anxious about, aside from the possibility of zombie apocalypse and the reign of the Orange One and WHAT closer to home? Will RantWoman manage to spell it out? Does it even freaking matter? And must RantWoman make lots of other people miserable stumbling over…?

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